Taken with instagram
Taken with instagram
- Giving up is when you have a chance to change things, but you think it’s too difficult or not worth the trouble or just stop pursuing something and just give up on the spot.
- Moving on is when you realize that you can’t change things or that it’s better that you don’t try any longer giving up or failure isn’t the best option. Moving on is another thing, moving on as in that you wouldn’t look back to the past and that you would be more successful than failure.
So my holidays are finally here, cheers to burning the midnight oil to prepare for the paper the very next day. I’m not very sure if my efforts paid off because throughout my whole poly life, the effort that i put in is only the very day before my main examinations. My determination and drive in secondary school has totally vanished leaving me with zero motivation to achieve good grades in poly.
Tonnes of things has happened these last few weeks. It’s not worth talking about since it just caused trouble, heartaches and broken friendships. However after everything that has happened, i yearned to fix these broken friendships. As they saying goes ’ you can never fix a broken glass ’ does not mean that you can not try. I’ve learnt the importance of my friends and am trying to keep the ones who matter close. In every relationship be it friends or lovers, there are bound to be quarrels and what not. But at the end of the day, i feel that if these people do not even matter, they would not be called friends nor lovers. These recent weeks have taught me patience, values and love, things that you can only learn through experiences, most of the time bad ones.
On a brighter note, the itinerary i have planned for this holiday is to recreate my lifestyle, to be healthier and happy. To exercise and be fit enough before the interview for air stewarding. Although people might judge and say that it is a shallow job with a tiny job scope, the benefits it will bring be due to my financial background will be abundant. My desire to travel and explore my horizons perfectly fits into the job that hopefully i will have. Apart from achieving my weight loss goal, i am taking a journey to improve myself in terms of knowledge. Catch up with the latest news, start reading more often and begin enjoying my own company. Surprisingly the thought of endless partying and late nights never crossed my mind and honestly i do not find enjoyment in loud music and overflowing booze. The next day everything just wipes out and you’re left with a hole in your pocket with a bad liver.
To every poly student out there and those who are on break, happy holidays and i hope you guys have an amazing one.
